c) June 1999
I see him laughing and cannot help but laugh.
I see him crying and cannot help but cry,
...just to ease his pain.
He has her, but I will always love him.
I could never tell him...
I sigh and turn away,
happy because I saved his world
...just to ease his sorrow.
He loves her, but I will always have him...
I will miss the soft scent of my flowers.
I will miss the brooding silence of his face
...but memories are enough here.
I know she believes she's a coward.
She doesn't know
how often I wanted to say what she did.
She's living the moment I sacrificed.
...to save him.
I see him laughing and cannot help but cry.
He loves her, but I will always have him.